Hey girl
I know I do not always say it
But I love you from bits to bits
Times I might forget to say I do
But in my heart i've never forget to
I've never forget to think of you every night before
Its too late now I know
Whatever I say probably does not matter anymore
Scrolling through old albums
Took me to a nostalgia trip
From the first day till the last
How happy of a guy I was
I thought i've owned the whole word
The feeling was really amazing, do you know that?
Times, I would just go through my albums, just to walk back the road that we used to walk
Every moment, was amazing, filled with all sorts of joy, and even hardship
I sincerely enjoyed every single moment with you, although times I do not show it
I'm not a very expressive person to actually show that
I gaze at the sky every night when I get the chance to
Looking at the stars above us
Your face starts to appear, but diminished
Your smile, that put warmth in my heart
Your laughter that makes me want to laugh along with you
But then, ask I look back down, I told myself "You wasted every single opportunity to redeem yourself"
I was angry
At you, and at me
I even had suicidal thoughts
Then, I thought again, why you left me
What was so devastating, that those warmth memories we created together
Can end in that one day
I really did a lot of thinking
Of how I could have done better
Now, I am here because of my own wrong doings
But, there is still this heart, that is longing for your return
The chance of you getting back, might be 0
Still, I always hope one day, you might be as forgiving as you were
To give a chance to me, or maybe even to you
I'm still waiting, for a miracle, and for my prayers to be answered
And be back to our usual days of bickering and laughter
I love you, I really do
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