welcome to my life

Looking back to how I was before I met you.

I was scrawny, a person who probaly doesn't care how I potray myself. 

I never appreciated my parents, never learnt how be filal, and take care of them. I was perssimistic, an introvert, a person who wasn't willing to fight for things I love and care for, which led to me, having regrets and heartbreaks.

When you entered my life, you taught me so many things, so valuable that we cannot simply learn through education

You taught me to present myself proper, giving me fashion tips, non - stop nagging about how I should have dressed, how to eat properly.

You taught me that my family should always be the first in my heart, as they are the ones that will never let you go, no matter the circumstances.

I've learnt, to be a better listener, teaching me that giving up is never an excuse, and always fight for the things you love.

In this long 2 years, you have probably changed a person's life so drastically that you probably didn't notice.

Through the years, i've seen myself toughen up, learning how to love a person wholeheartly.

I've made mistakes, mistakes that I should learn from, never to make them again. 

Right here right now, I still miss you. I've been trying so hard to mask the fact. Trying to get you back in my life, walking along this path with me.

Its hard, it will never be easy. 

This is probably a test from god

Knocking me down to the ground, forcing me to pick myself up and try again.

It was never easy. 

I don't know how much of me still remains in your heart. 

How much work its gonna take for me to get you back.

Or even, you might just forget about me, and find another one you love

But I really hope that you will be the one walking the path of life with me, because you are the best that I can ever have.

有了你, 我的世界变得灿烂
不管遇到什么挫折
只要想到你, 我就能振作起来
拼了命去完成
以前的我不懂得怎么去爱一个人
但因为你, 我才知道真爱是那么的珍贵
但我辜负了你的期望
我所造成的伤害可能已经不能再弥补
我知道我即使再崩溃,再多么讨厌我自己
你也很难回到我身边
但我要你知道你是我生命中最重要的人
我真的,诚心诚意的要改过
我不知道需要多久的时间你才能原谅我
但希望你知道, 在这时刻, 有一个大白痴在等着你牵着他的手,走向未来的路
因为他的未来,已经在等着你来一起度过