welcome to my life

I will never thought I will do this again.

I thought that im over this stage, and back to my normal days.

But my heart isn't doing the same thing as I wanted to.

I did it again, once again.

Before that I thought to myself a lot.

Really a lot, before I did it.

I did, but, it seems that it is going to go all over again.

Maybe god wants me to try, I don't know.

Can I do it? I'll try and try and try.

I thought again and again, and told myself, if I don't, everything will end up the same way.

我知道你还没留位子给我，但我已经留了一个很大的空位，等着你填满。

我知道第一名真的很不容易取得，但我知得试

路会很漫长，但我一定陪你走到底，只看你愿不愿意相信我

给彼此一个机会，用时间来证明一切。

I have a lot to learn, really a lot.