Friday, June 24, 2011

Sitting down infront of my comp, reflecting on the past.
Where did I go wrong.
Why did everything happen so suddenly, that I didn't have time to react.
If I were to put one question mark for one question, this post would be too long.
I have too many question marks in my life.
I doubt every single thing, making me think too much before I do.
Too much that everyone starts to step out of your life.
I... don't want to experience that anymore.
Its scary, really scary.
The thought of it, it haunts you for the whole night.
It was one of the worst day of my life.


But after all of this, should I try again.
What if it ends up the same way again.
What if my doubts overwhelm my judgement.
What if it all goes down to the drain again.


Or rather, I should ask myself, why am I doing this.

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