Thinking back in the past, I will always imagine.
Yeah, in my free time, I imagine how awesome I will be.
How, great I will be. Always thinking thinking thinking.
I will always be thinking about different things, many things.
But, every single think has something in common.
Is that, I will never do it.
Yes, I sit, I think, but will never do it.
It has being going on for years, and now, im gonna put a stop to it.
Stop thinking, do it.
Whenever I think, I will hesitate, and when I hesitate, I will stop.
Right now, I thought of playing competitive basketball.
But I could never find a chance to, at least join a team or something.
Im gonna work for it, yes, with this body of mine, I will push it to my limit just for that goal.
There is nothing I can do well in my life to be honest, so I wish I can at least do something well now.
Im gonna try, try hard, and try harder.
I'll accept failure, only when I try hard.
Be it criticisms, be it people looking down on me, im not giving a fuck anymore.
Im not gonna be thrown around by anybody.
Of course I won't do it alone, I do it with my team.
I am not brave, I am not acting cool, I don't want to look handsome or what.
I want to play for my passion, that passion that I hope to fulfill.
I don't want to go around emoing or ranting saying "Why the fuck didn't I do this or that"
No more, no more.
I'll work hard for it, I promise, and this blog will be the evidence of my words.
I hope, when I return here, I would have something for me to be proud of.
-End of motivational post-
So anyway, I don't really know what should I blog here.
My life is not that happening so it would be quite boring.
But bah, its work day tomorrow, feeling excited while stressed because of the fatigue.
There is still more to come
Go to my facebook to see the picture of my UT schedule.
Crazy stuff, UT marathon for the whole of July.
I still have some CE events next week, and it will be a overnight camp.
Next week will be a crazy and tiring day.
Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to, someone that can come to you randomly asking "hey hows your day today?"
I guess it feels great to have that.
Soon, seb will be going into the air force, and I will have no one to share my real thoughts with.
I wonder how am I gonna survive that.
Actually, all in all, I just want to take care of someone, I want to show that I can do it.
Bah, I doubt I will even have to chance though so, BYE READERS. Needa go off soon.
Signing off from here.
A motivational quote a day, keeps...... okay fuck it, its motivational so, BYE
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