I don't know why but i just felt like blogging
My blog seems so, plain without pictures.
BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY PICTURES TO POST HERE
So imma just put it in words 8D
Right now its holidays time~~
The feeling, is bad, really bad
Because I totally have nothing much to do.
Wake up, comb my hair, open my door, peek down to see if there are anyone at the court.
Change, get my things and ball and play bball
till night time.
Come home bathe, sit infront of the comp for the whole night.
Basically to sum everything up in one word, lifeless.
Yeah totally, no aim no nothing, just plainly waiting for time to pass.
Comp had to spoil at this time, need to wait till school reopen before I can fix this piece of scrap.
So I have to bear with the lagginess and all sorts of shit.
Ah well its life, live with it, I know.
And guysssss, I just got sacked from KFC, as I intended to LOL.
Oh, it has been how long since i've used lol rofl lmao or whatever in my blog.
Anyway, im sort of sick of working there.
Slackers everywhere, and I mean, everywhere.
Ever tried taking on a whole crowd while the other cashier slowly does his things
Checking their phone to see if their darlings text them
Or taking 10 whole mins just to fill up the chilli
And even, sitting inside chatting away while I work like a hog outside.
Whats worse, managers will never see that when they are around
Talking about posers.
So I ain't gonna get any recognition, or best cashier award or something like this.
I don't get commission for working my ass off
So it marks for a change of job.
And it further proves that no matter how good you are, when you did a mistake in something, you will be remembered for that mistake instead of your positive things.
Soooo, im gonna change my job, and work in E-hub cathay!!
Sounds fun and refreshing to work in a cinema, although its cashier again.
But i'll do well with crowds, tough training from KFC 8D
In KFC, sometimes, I have to take a whole load of crowd all alone, one cashier.
So I don't think this will be much of a problem, just hope there aren't slackers in there.
But still, according to seb, it sounds like a good job, hope to stay there long enough.
To be honest, I doubt anyone would actually take their time to read this essay.
So why am I still writing? I don't know, maybe I just needed to say things out.
Its my blog so, yeah continue onnnnn
Oh and there was this few days where I was really mad at myself, literally.
Because I couldn't perform well in bballing.
Really bad, I can't get a ball in at close range with no defenders.
I get blocked 3-4 times on average in all matches.
It was a total emotional ride, I wanted to do well but I can't.
At the same time, I didn't want to show that im mad at myself, so that opponents can take advantage of it.
Still, I couldn't control and start swearing. Opponents know im frustrated, and emotions controlled my plays instead.
I lost loads of matches. I ain't happy, my teammates aren't happy too.
I spent nights trying to figure out what happen, what was wrong, why couldn't I shoot the ball well.
And guess what, one day I thought that my nails were actually preventing me from shooting well.
Maybe its psychological but hey, after cutting my nails, I got my shooting form back.
I was doing better in my team.
Still, I know theres is something wrong other than my nails.
My palms were the greatest enemy to me.
I think im gonna get a nickname called butter fingers.
Balls keep sliding off my palms, at least 4-5 times in a match.
And im the person who get mad at myself if I don't do well.
So I can't calm down and think properly, and panic.
Panic leads to more panic, and, bad plays obviously.
So I think im gonna get some secret training 8D
Not that secretive but, yeah just a term for it XD
Random:
I just remembered kenneth saying "I just found something positive about you!!! And thats HIV!"
LOL PARDON ME BUT I THINK THIS QUOTE IS GENIUS
Imma use it when I have the chance 8D
Okay my blog sounds abit, draggy right now, I think this would be the furtherest my readers will go.
BUT HEY, I TRIED MY BEST OKAY SO, take your time and read my efforts people =)
Oh why am I typing this, people would have stopped in the middle ~_____~.
Right now its 5.30am in the morning and soon my family is waking up.
Who cares I can't get to sleep after munching on that load of mac spicy.
Plans for this week. Sentosa, Sentosa, Sentosa.
I think im gonna be as black as siraaj when I get back to school LOL
Bah im gonna sign off here now, well like as if I need to log in to blog, but technically yes I need to
ANYWAY, BYE READERS.
Hope to blog again someday <3
Some might ask, why him?
Because I think he is a sensational player
Never gives up the ball
Play basketball as if it was his last
And yes, I aim to be like him
Motivational quote: Go hard, or go home.
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