welcome to my life

自作自受

Sometimes, I really thing I brought all these upon myself

Why can't I have some self control?

In the end, im always the one getting all the shit
If only I had some self control over my emotions, I woulsn't be in such a mess right now
I wanna stop being so soft hearted
I want to show people I am strong too
But the inner devil in me says otherwise
Im trying my hardest already, I really am
But till today, I am still trying to gain sympathy from people.
I hate myself sometimes

I am really in a deep shit now