Why do I always want to be one
So that I don't get hated.
So that I can be loved by other people.
So that I can treat who I like well.
But sometimes, people treat it for granted.
They devour you up when they know you won't do anything.
They think they you won't get angry, so they will just say anything they want.
They think it would be okay to say anything to me, thinking that I will just pass it by.
But no, fuck no, everything you all say is always remembered by me.
Why, why should I be nice, when everyone think that I will be okay with everything.
When I treat them well, they will just take it for granted.
And when I accidentally did something wrong to them, they will hate me as if I am their sworn enemy.
You see, people will never remember what good you did, but will always remember all the bad things you did.
Don't I even deserve a compliment for improving a little bit?
They think I am a god, I can learn things in 1 hour.
No im not, im perfectly human, just like all of you.
I need time to learn, to adapt, but fuck no you all didn't give me the chance to.
Reality sucks, sucks so badly.
Why did I even bother to be a super nice person when all of you don't give a shit.
When I was alone, where were all my friends.
People will get phone calls, or text immediately when we are not feeling well.
Never for me, im thrown aside to take it all myself.
You see, I don't even ask much, all I want is someone to listen to me, intently, help me when I needed it and love me well.
Even if I say this, I can't help to be bad.
I suck, enuff said.
Yes Jordan, you are always weak from the start.
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