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PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSEDSO PISSED THAT I CANT EVEN SLEEP NOW.
WTF IS THIS.
TREATED LIKE A DOG AT WORK, FIRST TIME GETTING SO PISSED.
FIRST DAY, SUPPOSED TO WORK 4 HOURS BUT GOT EXTENDED TO 7 HOURS BECAUSE THEY DUNNO WAT TIME TO RELEASE ME.
THEY DIDNT TOUR ME AROUND THE PLACE, I GOT DUMPED AT ONE DEPARTEMENT
AND STARTING WORKING.WITHOUT KNOWING ANY SHIT.
SUPERVISOR THINKS THAT I AM A GENIUS.
I AM SUPPOSED TO KNOW EVERYTHING.
AND I GET SCOLDED FOR NOT KNOWING WHERE THE FUCK IS THE TOLIET.
WHEN I AM IN DOUBT, I AM LEFT ALONE TO FUCK MYSELF.
NO MATTER HOW RETARDED I LOOK STANDING THERE ALONE DOING NOTHING,
NO ONE SEEMS TO WANT TO HELP ME OUTI AM SUPPOSED TO RETURN SO MANY VARIETY OF ITEMS BY MY OWNSELF.
WITH NO FUCKING GUIDE.
I AM SUPPOSED TO FIND A PERSON,
WHOM I DO NOT KNOW WHO THE FUCK WAS IT.
EVEN WHEN GOING HOME, I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA HOW TO GET INTO THE OFFICE.
AND HAD TO TAKE A LONG CUT TO THE OFFICE BEFORE I CAN GO HOME.
WHEN I PASSED A MESSAGE TO SEB TO TELL KH FOR THE CHANGE OF DATE, AND A LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING, THE BLAME GOES TO ME.YOU ARE THE FUCKING SUPERVISOR AND YOU HAVE A CHANGE IN TIME AND I HAVE TO BE THE MESSANGER?
EVEN MINE, YOU TOLD ME 5.30 BUT IN THE END WHEN I CHECK THE ROSTER,
IT MAGICALLY TURNED INTO 9AM.
AND I HAD TO WORK TILL 10PM BEFORE THAT DAY.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Really really pissed man, so pissed that I can't get to sleep
I have work at tomorrow 1.30pm TO 10.30pm.
I only started like yesterday but I am needed to work 9 hours for my 3rd day.
wtf is this, and all these is last minute.First time getting so pissed over work.
Even NTUC didn't give me so much problem.
Although I had to work everyday at least I was happy working at there.
Whats more bitchy is that, I need cash but my work is giving me shit things like this.
Making me even more frustuated.
All I want to is to happily earn money and spend it happily.And fucking hell ppl had to ruin my work.
People keep telling me, just tolerate la just tolerate.
Sorry but I have always been tolerating for the past 18 years, and I do not want to anymore.
People quarrel I have to tolerate.
I want to quarrel but I chose to tolerate.
I guess thats what made me so scared of talking to people.
Getting paranoid over everything.2010 ain't a good year for me, trust me, even till now it is shittiness > good luck.
Now I have so much things I have to buy but I have to tolerate work to have it.
I don't mind having a low pay, as long as I am happy working there.

Why is life so fucked up. Sick and tired of it.
I wan to live in a fantasy world, where everything goes my way.Optimistic? Maybe no, all of you should try living as me one day.
You all will be killing yourself the next morning.
How I wish, I could stay at home, watching videos every single day
Playing basketball, meet friends and play with them everyday.
Reality is cruel, and it kills.
Yeah, people would rather save money than save lives.
All of them are reality.
I want to escape from it and never come back.
I ain't that happy guy I used to be anymore, even my jokes doesn't have that little humour in it, all of it is just to cover that darkness that lurks in me.
To be truthful, I haven laughed out loud with my heart for so long, as in really laugh with all my heart.
I love that feeling but I guess it is hard for me to get it back now.
It is just my criteria for life, I placed it too high.
So I ended up in this state.

As usual, my blog is the only one that listens to me whenever I have no one to talk to.
Shall end here right now.
And mediafire is being a bitch, doesn't want me to download videos. Fucker.


Ending with gifs of sunnyyyyyyy.











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